Friday, February 25, 2005

survivor camp coming soon...i m quite annoyed with myself for not making time to go for the conference....hiaz...i m at a loss of wad to do....the feeling is like a girl rejecting u....lol...i m jus saying tht so i sound like i m diverting to make myself feel better...i may be an irritating f****** b**** a** b****** but i still care ok...i mean lighten up....sometimes i try to make u luff but in tht moment of anger...nothing is funni....u ppl make me look as thou conflict is my god brother or sumthing....n trouble is my blood brother...u noe wad...suddenly...i jus feel so lonely... not tht dey r the 2 only frens but because tht part is missing....u noe...its like missing the fingers on ur body....sometimes u got so much to say..u dunno where to start...u go up to dem n say ur sorry..its jus sounds so plain...so insincere...sighz...soon...i might fall into depression n start talking to my shadow.....how now brown cow?

n thx hong yi for getting ur dad to send me home....

|cowpoo| 10:35 PM|

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